BTC FOR PAYPAL STILL DECOMMISSIONED :/

I'm sorry to disappoint you by telling you I still don't have this bitcoin operation up and running, but while it disappoints you, it devastates me, because I've been anxious to get it up and running for almost 2 years, but still haven't been able invest in a good miner due to rent, bills, food (survival). It's the worst catch .22 of my entire life knowing I could be financially free with this business, but I need around ten grand to get the miner I need.
I'd be most honored and grateful for any donation to help me save up and finally get this thing running:
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